Intricate webs of lies are behind him, but that doesn't mean describing his entire biography with all its centuries and tragedies to a stranger. "The management of armies, the administration of lands, the repelling of threats. Nonesuch task do I see here." Admittedly, most of running an empire hinges on granaries, and he's quite used to handling food supplies. He just thinks the barge is stupid and everybody here is stupid, less the ones he finds personally endearing.
A rueful laugh. "Dunno if it's just me but this place feels like an anarchist's happiest daydream. You're probably the only person on board who knows how to organize a group."
"With a common purpose, perhaps. The denizens of this place have no more cohesion among them than the monsters of the field. Less. Many among the beasts hunt with their fellows, at least." Also it's a shit job.
"Blame not the wardens. Thy uses may be few, but one can hardly fault mortals for grasping at what the admiral offers." If condescension is better than blame, that might be a refreshing attitude. Probably not.
As annoying as he finds this sort of wardenly prying, that's not much of a revelation, and he can't find it in himself to be too offended. "Perhaps it began so." He remembers that cornered animal desperation, but he's pretty sure what landed him here was what came after. If he concedes that anything other than the admiral's whims did that.
"At the point of desperation, little remains to change," he says bluntly. He's not actively trying to be unpleasant. He's just yet to be sold on optimism.
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"Got any advice for other desperate people?"
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